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Blue Hoodie

by Sand Eater

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I'm scared to speak So I wrote this song With no words (Chorus) I don't wanna be Just another shitty Lofi Band I wan't validation Without relation Too scared to sing So I wrote this song With no words I stole this sound I stole this sound So you might like me So you would like me I'm scared to speak I'm scared to speak So I wrote this song With no words
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Lilacs 01:25
Brains like con artists Convincing us this will never end But Spring is here again Burlap sacks and paper backs Blows by with melancholy haze Like Lilacs on warm spring days This monotony is wearing on me And your falling back to apathy But we have the memories I have a memory of you laying next to me Our mouths don’t say anything you’re breath feels hot and wet to me I’m smelling your sweat and shampoo That smell that was so uniquely you Burlap sacks and paper backs Blows by with melancholy haze I thought I loved you but I realize it was just a phase
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Slog through another day Without speaking to anyone When I get home you ask me If I am OK Tell me I've been looking stressed Tell me I should take a break I bet that's easy to say When you've never worked a day And you got two years at least Without any responsibilities I say thanks for the worry I say I'm good as can be But that's a lie I'm terrified And I want to die Every single time I see your stupid fucking face So I give you some space Keep on running my rat race It's not my responsibility To take care of anyone except for me
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October 04:20
Every time I see your car my stomach drops When I lay down my mind runs wild It's so hard when I close my eyes I toss and turn and sweat all night I've been having the guiltiest dreams Of Starving mites eating the fruit off trees They taught me about the birds and the bees Then I floated up into the sky You tried your best not to cry I saw my cousin in the front yard drinking Ive been praying but I'm not sure I believe Everyone keeps checking in on me And Sometimes I wake up crying Im scared everyone around me is dying Maybe that's why I look so tired all the time The other day I saw your car drive down my road The other day you saw me on the street I hadn't slept in a day or three And my friends have been worried about me But I'm a lot better than I've been I hardly eat I hardly sleep I just stay inside killing time Everything is speeding up I just want to slow down If this is growing up I just want to There was a man made out of glass The cat screams at me It was getting hard to breath I was praying for reprieve What once made me feel so free In October everything started changing A week later your sisters face became yours But your voice stayed the same Every year I feel the holidays changing Sometimes I’d forget your name It's been getting harder to sleep I keep having these guilty dreams Last night I wandered through the hallway feeling like a creep
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I shouldn’t be doing this But I can’t resist I should block your number But then who would I text when it’s late and I’m under The covers staring at a screen Waiting for you to say another funny thing So I can respond with something dumb and sappy And maybe make you happy God damn this town There’s nothing to do but drink and smoke The bowling alley costs too much And the movie theater is an hours by car Not like yours could even get us that far God damn this place And god damn your face You took something from me that I can’t replace
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Dopamine seratonin And caffeine Coursing through your brain All your worries slain All your feelings fained And you’re feeling faint But you’re wide awake The night air tastes crisp on my tongue A reminder of far away nights When you were young Yeah! *Instrumental* Dopamine seratonin And nicotine Coursing through your brain All your worries slain All your feelings fained All those nights far away Dawning of today When you look in the mirror you’ve changed But the circles under your eyes won’t go away You’re stained *Instrumental* Dopamine seratonin And caffeine Coursing through your brain All your worries slain All your feelings fained And you’re feeling faint But you’re wide awake You’re hands no longer shake And your bodies free from aches You’ve changed But it’s gonna take some time For all the pain and lies to heal
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The sun comes crashing down We are laying on the ground Time keeps marching on Bring us towards the dawn Children dancing all around Too scared to make a sound Take my mind away Promise me you'll stay I can't understand How this ship will ever land Stop drop and roll I am losing all control Round and round and round we go Round and round and round we go Round and round we go Round and round we go You’re working through my brain I feel like I’m going insane There’s a lion in my wall Who doesn’t speak at all Who doesn’t speak at all
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Dust to Dust 02:05
I didn't clean for a month I let my food rot on the table I didn't clean for a month Waited till i was good and able I burned the books you bought me I burned the books you bought me I forgot all the things you taught me I forgot all the things you taught me I don't want to leave today I don't want to leave today And there is nothing you can say So why not just say nothing I let my food rot on the table I didn't clean for a month Waited till i was good and able I watched a documentary today And drank some coffee I watched a documentary today And drank some coffee I burned the books you bought me I burned the books you bought me I forgot all the words you taught me I forgot all the words you taught me I watched a documentary today About a man who drank some coffee
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Nightmares 02:48
Haunted dreams Can't get to sleep I can't do anything I can't do anything (Chorus) Every day Didn't know what to say I let it happen Every day I drift away I let it happen I let it happen (Verse) Haunted me Promise that I can't keep I can't do everything I can't be anything (Chorus) Every day Didn't know what to say I let it happen Every day I drift away I let it happen I let it happen (Verse) Let it be Words you said to me I try to speak But I can't say anything (Last chorus) Every day Didn't know what to say I let it happen Every day I drift away I let it happen I let it happen I know we're through Still dream of you I don't know why it happens I don't know why it happens
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Moving On 03:44

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Boops and bops about girls and highschool. We've been working on it for about a year so we hope you enjoy ~

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released March 21, 2020

Oliver O'possum : Bass, Vocals
Eddie McMeth : Drums
Count Viritua : Guitar

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Sand Eater Apple Valley, California

Just another DIY desert band, made up of three desert rats, making art-punk.

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